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I love shopping ever since like Primary 6? Yeah. Went put with mom to places to shop. I'm not a shopaholic but I just tend to LOVE the whole shop till I don't want live the place. Okay okay, I'm kind of a shopaholic!

« Favourite Shops/Places »

• Smiggle
• Cotton On
• Made With Love
• Daiso ( everything $2 )
• Aries
• Diva
• 77th Street
• Converse
• Bugis Street ( all time favourite! )
• Scape ( @Orchard, near Takashimaya)
• H&M

Dot. Dot. Dot.
The list goes on! Hahaha, I'm just this shopper which comes in and see if it's worth to buy, I'll buy, or maybe I really need it? Or for presents which I wanna give my BEST BEST friends? >:) You'll never know. The thing is...

IT'S JUST SO AWESOME THAT I STAY IN THERE FOR 30-1hour IN A SHOP.

Hahaha! How awesome is that? I need a shopping buddy/group. Not just stay there for 5mins and just go away.. So boring x:
MY definition of 'shopping' is really 30-40min of staying in a shop and end up buying nothing or something. (: Yeah. Like 'Made With Love' I love that shop! It's @ Douby Ghaut, other places I'm not really sure but you could check it out of you want! :D love that place loads it's like a girls thing.

Till next time!

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Hey guys. Finished ushering and all, went back home at about 11.06? Hmm around that time.

First we had like our early dinner which is curry rice with a huge drumstick, which I only at the rice cause I wasn't T H A T hungry. Was with my friend at whitesands from Popular 'fly' all the way to comics connection and we were like rushing when going back to school, and we reached Punggol Plaza by 5.06 xD went to NTUC to by milo and another snack. Lucky we were not that late! Phew...!

"Good job sec 2/3! You guys did a great job but remember when te teacher in charged said we kept smiling at 'confused' parents? We should work on that! And and and, too much mother tongue language heard & also during early dinner at the canteen, we sat like one group malay and one group Chinese. I know we didt realised it but hope we can sit together! So good job to all! Standing there while the principal talks about the O Levels and also the teachers meeting the parents. Legs are tired? Exhausted? Hmm, but you guys showed resilience! Just remember to to fidgit that much okay? (: Keep up the good work and this is the kind of 'attitude' the seniors and teachers wants! BUT BUT BUT, we're too noisy so please, we're already Sec 2 and also an SLT, try not to make too much noise, okay?(: "

Haha, was taking 4E2 and competed with my senior: Who drinks the most number of bottles and not going to the toilet, WINS. Funny, I lost... I drank like 5 bottles of it dude! Bloated! Like a pregnant lady!

So that's all for today, hope you guys have sugared dreams and a nice sleep for those who have other things to do the next day, sleep early.. Like... NOW! Hahaha, okok goodnight guys!

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Hey hey hey! Today I'm gonna usher the parents for the Sec 4/5 'Meet The Parents Session'. Luckly I took 4E2, NOT 4E1 or NA/NT class. X: not against any NA or NT class but it's just that, erm.. You won't understand.

Hope I'll have a nice time standing there and greeting people. LOL. And also hope that the dinner will NOT be from 'Lee Wee Brothers' I'm sick of the Nasi Lemak cause during camps like SLT camp and Sec 1 orientation (I'm the Facil) it's ALL 'Lee Wee Beothers' -__- like #wts. Sick and tired of it already..

Hope all Sec 2 and 3 SLT/SL will do a really good job because during the CNY performance, the last finale it wasn't a good job and the Principal didn't really like it so, yeah..

Message to Sec 2 & 3 ushers,

Come on guys! Now it's your time to be serious and discipline, don't play the fool, and also please please don't make so much noise or else we'll get scolding from the teachers in charge and the Principal will be mad..
So come on guys! Give your 100%!

Until next time (:
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I know it's TOO late to start my new years' resolution, but I don't give a damn about when I start it!

• New Years Resolution •

1. Get at least an average of 68% - 70% of my overall percentage.
2. Sleep well. OF COURSE!
3. Not to use my phone that often.
4. Not care about haters and just concentrate on my studies.
5. Study for test, exams, etc. 100x extra effort than last year!
6. Try to find time for my [ Epicswag. ] <3
7. Start reading up on books. (My English BOOM went down the hill)
8. Not be looking sleepy in class.
9. Loose at least 10kg(?) TRY. With a positive mindset, I can do it! And also,not being lazy.. Ugh.
10. Try not to skip breakfast, or remember to bring water bottle. ( always having gastric...)
11. Stop having fried food. ( once in a while, yes )
12. Start going to the library to revise my work if I feel TOO COMFORTABLE at home.
13. Clear my study table; make it more neat so that I can study and do my homework at the same time.
14. Have a healthy looking hair.
15. ACE in all my subjects.
16. Be more sporty.
17. Be more proactive.
18. Learn new skill(s).
19. Save more money. Buy new clothes and stuff.
20. Be a "Fashionista" or go into a "Fashion Guru" mode. >:D

Yup! 20 new years resolution(?).. Hah, with planning and effort, I think I can do almost half of it! Having faith in myself. (:

I'll work hard for NAFA/Lasalle (; both are Singapore's best Performing Arts School! Must have good academic results and also good port folio. ): I'm working my ass off this year!

OR

Go to a good Junior College/Polytechnic. (: I'm aiming for the courses I want! I'm gonna check out JCs and Polys during my June+July Holiday! I need recommendation to a good JC & Poly!

xoxo, SleepyPig. OINK.

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Hey people reading from your own screen!

So today is the first day of school after Chinese New Year holiday, I'm so.. Tired, sleepy; I feel F A T. Eating all those goodies. I gained 3kg gosh.. Food are so tempting. Food haunts me! Hahaha.

Tired of classes. Sitting and listening at what the teachers are talking. Bored max! At least Engish and Science was fun today. ( Can't believe I'm saying that! ) Class seems quiet today, is it because those 8 people didn't come? Or what?

« Is it me or the class...? »

The thing about school is that, I'm okay with the class but I'm in the Normal Stream. Double chop that there will be Ah Bengs and Ah Lians.. Irritating. Not gonna talk about them. Sheesh. Class is so bored okay. I'm always at the back trying concentrate but I couldn't, what a weird behaviour for a Top 10% student huh? Yeah, I always slack, I seem like sleeping and slacking in class but I'm actually listening, and I study like a mad girl. Really. I don't lie. I listen to music while studying till 1pm :D

« Productivity »

Class ends @ 3.30pm from Monday to Thursday and @ 12.35 on the Friday. It's tiring to be ending school late. I'll just fly back home like a superman and sleep. Doze off to my 'La La Land' ... zzz like a pig!

I really need to plan my time wisely, like REALLY. I've been like slacking like some slacker these days. Ugh. Life's boring though. What can I say? Having class test on the first month is really.. Ugh.. Why celebrate so early?!

I'll rather continue facilitatin my Sec 1 class. ( Yup a facilitator here! ) cause its so much fun, forget your miseries and just cheer like a kid; Happy all the time. I don't want to go back class, it's like slacking ALL THE WAYYYY. I'll rather go for my cca ya know?

« Damian Mcginty »

Last but not least, Damian Mcginty, you'll recognise the name IF you WATCH the Glee Project on Starworld channel 555. Ahh, Damian is SO HOT. Ahhh! Hot guy alert! <333 okok, I love his looks and his voice when he's singing, live his Irish accent!

That's all for this post, till next time, bye readers. (:

xoxo.

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« Me Ranting »

2 days of holiday? You mad bro? It's like telling me that the meat is 2/7 cooked and it's STILL edible -_- but like seriously MOE. Anyway, why can't it be one whole week? Like till Febuary, and come one, teachers giving us piles of homework and also class test on the very next day? I know that the teachers want to tech us productivity and learn how to plan our time but, I'm not liking the idea of till Tuesday...

« CNY »

This year's the year of Dragon, the Chinese Zodiac sign says so. LOL. That's what she said. The thing is, we Chinese people ( students, etc ) GETS THE MONEY $$$ = Ang Bao. So little this year but it's enough for me! Plus my savings for January. And my Edusave Scholarship. Hehe.. I'm rich baby!

« Plans for Savings »

Since I'm dying to have a wardrobe make-over, or maybe buy for TEENAGER kind of stuff, I'm saving up my money to buy them when I'm out shopping with friends! Maybe head down to Bugis Street/Junction to buy my clothes and all, but must be in good quality! Or else I've wasted my money! Half of my savings into my bank account and another half for my buying of stuff!

« Homework? Oh hell no. »

During the Chinese New Year mood, teachers give us homework as an 'Ang Bao' / Red Packet from then to us. -__- Ahh. I dont know why I'm slacking these few days when I'm aiming for a Performing Arts School, Lasalle, which I know it's RIDICULOUSLY difficult, I'm emphathising on the word RIDICULOUSLY there must be good o'level results, good port folio, good academic results. This is Singapore; Study good or no good pay.

« Tired Tired Tired »

I'm sick and tired of coming back home late since school starts at 8.20-3.30 on Monday and 7.20 - 3.30 on Tues - Thurs and and and 7.20 - 12.35 on Fri... I'm tired, I'm sleepy, and still I have PE. Ugh. Bag is gonna be BAM(!) a pregnant one.
I'm ALWAYS sitting at the back of the class.. What can I expect? I'm 168cm tall.. Or 6'8 however they put it.

Bye I'm sleepy, until next time, SleepyPig <3

xoxo
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We girls can't BLAME the boys, we also have to blame ourselves like:

1. Expectations.
Sometimes, novels, movies and Disney Stories can ruin our relationship. Like HIGH expectations, like yout thought guys should do this and that, but, hey, welcome to reality, where nothings goes the way you want! It's like you thought your boyfriend whom you just fought with, will give in to you like in the books or movies, but sometimes it's just not gonna work that way.

2. Looks.
Would you rather choose a guy who's a jock and has this playboy attitude but is popular. OR. This guy who is a jock but is not a playboy and doesn't have the 'look' you want? You can't always go for the looks but sometimes if you're lucky.. he has the looks, the personality, doesn't judge, not a playboy. The guy of your dream. Then you're one lucky bitch! (: Most people will choose the jock who has the looks and a sucky attitude, but they'll regret, and it's also a learning experience.

I'm just gonna emphasis on these 2 topic. Expectations & Looks. Cause it's really important. You girls havce to look out for these 2.

If you're Getting over Break Ups do see the good thing of being single. You get to be free, like they say SINGLE MINGLE!

Have an awesome Chinese New Year guys! Red Packets! $$$

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You know, like girls will say, "I want a guy who loves me for me". It's true.
Girls say GUYS treat girls like shit. A piece of trash. Their toy. Well, prove them wrong dudes! Girls can be TOO overboard at times, I understand. Even I as a female understand. :P

HOW YOU GUYS SHOULD TREAT A GIRL.

1. Call her beautiful, instead of hot.
2. Find time for her even if you have a busy schedule. Even if it's just a 5min date.
3. Hold her hand, anytime and anywhere. ( Best is during a romantic 'scene' )
4. Tolerate her mood-swings/PMS.
5. Call her at 3am and tell her you miss her.
6. Sing for her, even if your voice suck, just do it! (She'll find it cute!)
7. Play with her, tickle her, sweep her off her feet!
8. Give in to her when you guys are fighting.
9. Joke with her, stupid jokes. etc
10. Hug her from the back by the waist, she turns, kiss her on the lips.
11. Play with her hair.
12. Give her your jacket when she says she's cold.
13. Write her notes.
14. When she crys do whatever to make her smile.
15. DONT EVER act differently infront of her when you're with your friends.
16. Leave her cute texts/SMS.
17. Let her take all photos she wants with you.
18. Don't force her.
19. Tell her that you love her, like it's the first time you're saying it.
20. Don't look bored when she goes shopping.
21. Bring her to the beach to see the sunset/sunrise.
22. Do things which makes her find you cute. expample: Holding onto a board which has her face and written below 'I Love You' infront of the crowd.
23. Put her as your first priority.
24. SURPISE HER.

That's what I think a guy should treat a girl. (:
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No Parents = No R U L E S ♥

Only GIRLS, GIRLS and MORE GIRLS ! hah. Cliques. <3

Being in a foreign country with your choir, especially when it's an all girls choir, it's so fun, no boys. Just us girls. (:

The choir went there for the 2nd Winter Choral Festival 2011, last year @ Hong Kong. ♥ Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner was okay but there was once we ate Dim Sum! HAHAHA. yummy! dinner was the BEST during the Gala Dinner at Hong Kong Disney Land, Banquet Hall. hehehe. ♥ Saw St.Gabriel's guys, an all-boy-school, HOT GUYS EVERYWHERE. hehehe. I'm spazzing. Again. >:B I'm nuts!

Anyway, my choir got Champion for SSA Equal Voices category. ♥ CHIJ St.Anthony's Girls School scored lower than us! OMG. My Choir an SYF Silver standard choir, won a Gold With Honours choir. AHHH. It's either we worked hard, or they were too complacent (?) Can't judge yo!

Me and my choir (most) didn't act demur or feminine. We were our HYPER-SELF. We had fun, in Disney Land. ♥ We acted childish, playful, crazy. ahhh, memories. I miss Hong Kong. ):

Before the Gala Dinner, the teachers who brought us to Hong Kong, allowed us to play at Disney Land! EEKS! :D HAPPY MAX . Me and my friends went to play the Space Mountain continuosly. HAHAHA. The indoor roller coaster! (: We went like shopping and all, bought: Cookies, Key Chains, Cup. Wanted to by the Bag there but it's so expensive and I don't think it could even be fitted in my luagage.. SOB SOB But it was a fun experience! Before the Gala Dinner, we also went to see the Lion King show! We, the choir which participated in the Winter Choral Festival, got to go in FIRST. Like VIPs or something! A W E S O M E . We also met the members of the Lion King Show. Their stories of how they became a cast member of the Lion King Show was really.. I went dumbfounded. heh. It's was awesome! And also we met the person behind the music in each different 'Land' in HKDL.  He came from the Philipines, and he was once in a choir group like us!

The last day, hours before leaving Hong Kong back to Singapore, we were out shopping! Me and my friend, this year sec 3NA, went to Monki, grabbed and pay. HAHA. We also went to the last level, arcade! :D And we saw other our choir members and we followed them, cause we.. kind of  got 'lost' heh. And my choir instructor was with them, he treated us to Milk Tea with pearls, ahh. The guy which took our order was so cute! keke. okay, STOP IT. STOP SPAZZING. Continuing.. We went to the airport right after shopping. Sad.. And we had only like 15mins of food to eat, there was a LOOOOONG QUE at all stores.. and I only bought this Mocha Frappe, which is like oh-so-tiny, the cup I meant. It's like the size of a plastic cup!

Continental Air. I don't really like the airplane though. x: I twist and turn while having my sleep. the person at the back kept pulling and realsing my chair. OH-SO-IN-BAD-MOOD . Didn't like my ride, but once the plane landed, I tunred on my phone and went to twitter! Internet couldn't be used in the Hotel back at Hong Kong. Needs $$. Except for free wifi at buildings we were at! :D

Bye for now! I need to go for my meeting with my friends for some event. ♥

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« What I Love About Starbucks? »
The atmosphere? I don't really know how to describe, but (!!), it's like Im in a cold weather drinking my favourite Vanila Latté and looking at the 'view' well.. Not exactly the view I like; I was at Compass Point @ SengKang, but it gave the feeling that I'm in Shanghai.

Why Shanghai?

It's because last year I went to Shanghai with my family for vacation, and was staying at Ascott, the service Apartment ( REALLY AWESOME BTE! ) during the December holiday; the thing is, I went to buy Starbucks when I was on my way back to Ascott, after dinner at 'Ye Shanghai'. Dinner was okay, but Starbucks was awesome! During such cold weather like 10° ( It's cold for me okay? >< ) and I'm freezing cold while having a cup of coffee. It was like OMG! I love the feeling!

« This Hot Guy. »

Saw this hot + cute guy at my hotel, e talking to my father. We were in the same lift at that time. I looked up and took a quick glance at him and he looked away!! He was looking at me, wasn't he?!?! He live at the 31st Level. He used to be a Singaporean, but I isn't notice it because of that accent of his.. /: and he's now living in Ascott, as his 'home'..But he's cute! (; I've seen cute guys in Shanghai, but.. They're Chinese accent.. Such a major turn off. Like my friends say 'Major turn off until cannot turn on' HAHAHA! That's so Singaporean. Hah.

« Speaking of HOT + CUTE GUYS »

Sorry about spazzing... But, HOT + CUTE GUYS are like a major turn on, and my spazzing will start! I got influenced by my 2 friends! Omg! I have a thing for guys with specs or guys who can pull off a geek spec look! ><" Ouh and that guy which I mention at the previous topic, he was wearing geek specs and has this emo looking hair but it's like just nice, and his figure is like OH-MY-GOD, HOT MAX!!!!

Last year during November 5-9 I was at Hong Kong for the Winter Choral Festival @ Hong Kong, with my Choir. ( Yes, I'm from choir (: ) Me and my friends saw this whole bunch of St.Gabriels boys, and we were like doing what other girls will do; almost screamed. Cause they're like an All-Boys-School, and we were like turning back to look at them. HAHAHA. Funny us!

And then during the Gala Dinner at Hong Kong Disney Land, after closing hours and visitors left, we were having dinner at the Banquet Hall ( picture bellow! )

-- BACK TO SPAZZING --

I find guys who can pull off this 'geek specs plus emo hair' look, and has that figure which looks like he has been working out but not much muscular, erm, like Raymond Lam (HK ACTOR)!!! To me is hot and cute! <3

I'll spaz like mad when there's hot guy! I don't care if I'm spamming or whatsoever, I'll just continue until I'm satisfied spazzig about it. :3

-- STARBUCKS --

I LOVE VANILA LATTÉ, HOT. Ahh, I just love the taste! My brother suggested me to buy, so I bought and tried and was in love with it! I also love the White Chocolate Mocha Frappacino! <3 but it's too sweet, so only once in awhile I'll drink it. (: and I love doing my homework or studying there cause I love the peaceful atmosphere. And I could also concentrate there! (:

The aroma of coffee. The sound of the coffee maker. The taste of it. It's heavenly. ( MAMAMIA! ) I just love it there. Read a book and drink sips of your coffee, staying as long as you like. That's my thing. <3

I'll post another topic. Haha. This topic is SO EPIC.
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I feel like ending my life.. It's no use. Now I don't know why I'm in trouble with those Gangsters and Upper Sec. )': I want to just jump down the building or use a pen knife and cut myself.

Walking back home. I was think of jumping down buildings. I can't take the stress I'm in now. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and just end my life from there.

I feel insecure. I feel so hatered. By many.

I always feel insecure in school. I feel like someone can just run up to me and use a sharp object and just stab it in my heart or throat. I'm afraid that I'll go bonkers one day. I'm afraid that I'll end up in Mental Hospitals.. ))):

You guys don't know how it feels like to have gangsters to find you for trouble...Make fun of you. You know what? I should just FUCKING JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING AND LIE FLAT. HAUNT THE PERSON WHO MADE MY LIFE MISERABLY. I JUST WANT TO STAB SOMEONE IN THE HEART RIGHT NOW.

Oh my god. I'm like mentally killing people. I don't want to be like this! I want to be care free. I don't want people to make fun of me and hurl vulgarities at me.

I'll just suffer in silence. Since no one can even cheer me up. I want to be strong, but I'm at my weakest. I can't do anything. I can't even like, trust my own form teacher.

I need to talk to someone. I want to kill someone, stab them in the heart with a sharp on object, continuously stabbing in the heart.

I'm a victim for a bully.
I WANT TO GO BONKERS ALREADY OKAY. I WANT TO SCREAM AND JUST GO NUTS AND EVERYTHING. I WANT TO JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING OKAY.

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Haters. Especially when they're 14 and yet they still act like a 10 years old kid. Hah. Seriously, it's funny how they can laugh at the smallest things. Funny.

Meh. They just motivates me to be a much better person. A person who ace in everything, even the smallest things in life. (: Thanks haters!
The weirdest thing is.. They 'stalk' you. Hahaha. They know your every move and what you do. Meh, make fun of it? Yours worst, please. t(-__-)t joke. Hmm, dare to make fun of others but not the teachers? Funny.

I just want to let those haters out there that.. I dont give a fuck about what you guys say or do. Gossiping and everything doesn't make you a better person alright. I mean, hello, grow up please. Carry on. Carry on what you're doing. Yeah. Sooner or later you'll have Karma. Or maybe I forgotten to tell Karma cause I you guys are my 'FANS'. :B meh. Karma's a bitch and she'll just know what special gift you'll receive in the bear future. (:

LOL. Seriously? Bangs? Hah. You guys don't fit to having bangs. Like some nun asking for hair. hahaha. Yes, I'm laughing. I'm laughing AT you, not with you. >:)

Haters; they're just like your fans which notices you. Wherever you're going and whatever you're doing. (:

You guys may think that THIS IS the life you want to have people's respect and fear for you, then, CONGRATULATIONS, you're on ASIANS' BIGGEST LOSER. (:

< Guys, I'm ranting for reasons... Yeah. So please don't judge from this post! And I have no time to even have a LONG post cause of class tests and those times which I got home is like 7pm, near 8pm. So tired, and homework PLUS cca and SL events. I'm so sorry that I can't post a good one this week! >

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Seeing gangsters or people who are wanna-be gangsters really irritates and annoys the heck out of me. Or in Singapore we call them Ah-Lian(s), AhBeng(s) & Step Ah-Lian, Ah Beng.

The word 'Step' behind Ah-Lian & Ah-Beng is like the word 'wanna-be'.

« It's easy to get influenced but not easy to turn a new leaf »

I have this enemy/hater. She USED to be my bestfriend during my Sec 1 year. Till Septemer; few days before my birthday, and we've already planned to have a birthday bash for me after curriculum time, 2.10.
She met these group of girls from the class behind ours. Yeah. Well.. She changed.
She started being this whole new girl. Skirt became short & TIGHT started to have 'feelers' ( you get what I mean? ) her socks became ankle socks, her attitude like some person who's a 'dog' to that group of girls. No offence. She like, starts this WHOLE NEW DRAMA in her life. She starts ranting vulgarities at people. She's just a STEP AH LIAN. It's so obvious she's a gangster wannabe..
Today, she hurled at me, vulgarities with those group of girls. Omg. Just because I called my other hater a 'bitch'? Bitch, please, you can scold me right at my face but, have some guts, you coward. Only with those group of girls THEN you will scold vulgarities. Tsk. How.. WEAK. >:)

Girl, even if you want to hurl vulgarities at me, at least say it face to face to me, don't have to ask your WHOLE 'Gang' to BOMB me right? No guts? Tsk. Coward. Weak. Without them you're just this little baby crying for milk. Hah. Your 'gang', which you like to call it are just weak too. So what if they know upper sec? Hmm. Guess what? I don't give a damn. (:

To YOU,
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth, so everyone can hear, hit me with the worst you got and knock me down, cause baby I don't care.
From,
ME.

LOL that was a song from Glee, Loser Like Me.

I don't get why people choose to be BIG and all, lil'miss hotshot? Please. You're not up to that standard yet. :3 I guess that's the way they think they can get their RESPECT from people and also make people FEEL SCARED of them.

You girls are pretty, I admit, but..
Pretty Face + Ugly Personality? Hmm. That's a fucked up person. (: Your personality ruined your image. Hah, teachers may think you guys are well behaved, but no, they just didn't get te chance to see YOUR TRUE COLOURS. Hah. Can't believe I used to be bestfriends with you. Hmm. Fuck off will you? (:
If you continue to be like this, then say GOOD FUCKING BYE to your life and future. (;

*Sorry guys, I'm just ranting away..*

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Yes guys, I'm talking about my favourite Youtuber today! It's.. BUBZ :D her youtube name is bubzbeauty. She's a TO DIE FOR.

Why she's a to-die-for

She knows like hairstyles, make-ups, painting (aweosmely good!), I can't really describe WHY, so I'm gonna post videos! (: Watch and you'll know /wink/

Hairstyles;


Skin Care;


Clothes;


Girl Talks;

See what I meant? She has very useful tips for girls and everything! Even Nail Polish tutorials, easy and delicate! She;s like this perfect girl, but hey, no ones perfect but to me she is. (: Wish I was her.. Sigh, but anyway you could also visit her website @ www.bubzbeauty.com she also has another channel, bubzvlog. Not really ALL the videos, ha, lazy yeah. go check out her youtube channel! :D Ouh, and also she makes her own brushes, for make-ups! (: Her clothes, are currently out of stock. ): They're nice!

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From my pervious post I said I was gonna talk about my clique. <3 Brenda, Gaby/Gabrielle, JiaLin/Zenn! <3 these lovable bitches are mine! :D

 • More About Brenda •
How I met her? I knew her since I was like Primary 3? We were in the same student care. (: But I hated her at first, you know I was young and not wise, always follow the elders; when told not to friend a person, I will listen. Till we started talking. (: Yeah, since then we've been close! We did fight with each other like hurling vulgarities. >< that was like primary school days dude! She shifted house, far from te place where she used to live, but we still hangout at times and stuff like that. Like whatsapp, twitter, Facebook? (: hmm, we're like close as hell! (:

• More About Gaby/Gabrielle •
Hmm, I knew her through Brenda. (: At first it was awkward when the first time I met her, then slowly got comfortable :3 SHE'S ONE FUNNY GIRL! :D She has great fashion sense! Love ALL HER CLOTHES!!!! Gaby's funny at all times! I can relate to her! :D

• More About JiaLin/Zenn •
I knew her last year, we're in the same school but she was in 1a2 and I was in 1a1. Funny, how I met and knew her. It was through facebook! At first I thought she has some attitude problem because she keeps putting like ' Hi . ' you know those SPACE and COMMA/ FULL STOP? Yeah, we were sarcastic to each other, and hated each other. But through my friend which is her friend too, we started talking to each other, know each other well, and I realised she's not that bad. (:

It's funny how we all knew each other. JiaLin know's Brenda through Facebook too! :D and Gaby knows JiaLin though Brenda too! (: so it's like we live at different places and yet we still can be the best of friends! <3

Just went out with them on Friday the 13th 2012 :3 They say Friday the 13 is a 'bad luck day' like everyone will have bad luck like almost tripping on the stairs, etc. But it wasn't bad luck! (: It was like FOUR LEAF CLOVER to me <333 Sadly Zenn didn't came cause she has her cca to attend to. )): But we're meeting up soon! Studying together weeks before MYE, Mid Year Exam and EOY, End Of Year exam! (:

Message to them;
Hey bitches! Ha, we love to call each other that! Thanks for making my life memorable and all! <3 Love you guys to loads! (: ups and downs? Fuck those it's a new year! STOP LIVING IN THE PAST! :D Love you guys LOADS AND LOADS, hope we still can e the best of friends even if we're from different school, except for Zenn. (:
- Love,
OINK SleepyPig <3

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I'm not trying to be a 'Complain Queen' here but.. It's just that I really have to voice out my feelings.

Being an average Singaporean Teenager is like trying to compete who's the most popular, who's the most prettiest, who's the 'trend'. The "in thing". Like Sling Bags are the in thing, Baggu Bags are the in thing or Fred Perry Bags are the in thing. I just can't cope with that. Meaning, I dot care about trends or anything like having Bangs are the trend in my school this year. I don't understand ya'know. Can someone 'update' me why Bangs are like the 'in' thing? Everywhere I go, I see a girl having bangs. I BANG YOU WANT?! LOL that's so Singaporean. Hmm.
There's this one time in primary school during my Pri 5 the trend was Sling Bag; Pri 6 was Fred Perry bags. Ugh. So what the fuck do you want? It's like every year there's a new trend. You have to keep up with the trend or you're just PLAIN BORING. Get it? Ugh. It's like popular girls/guys stars the trend, once they start using some stuff 'cool' everyone will do it.
Speaking of popularity. What's with gangsters or in Singaporean 'language' , Ah Lians/Ah Bengs (Female/Male) starting the trend? Ugh. I hate those kind of people. They act all cute and pretty infront of their friends; ankle socks, cute hair styles, GEEK SPECS, folding/altering their skirts to be like MINI SKIRTS or buying skirts which just FITS THEM PERFECTLY TO LOOK TIGHT. I mean, come on. Trying to show how sexy your legs are? Trying to show how thin you are? Want people to think you're the BOSS? Gangsters? They have friends like LOADS OF THEM. And are loyal to each other. From my point of view, and perspective, they just abuse the word 'loyal' yes, you're loyal to your cliques and everything but it's you're using the word 'loyal' in a different way. If you get what I mean, good for you. (: AND girls with cliques, which is like KNOWN to most people always creates dramas. Omg. I hate dramas in school. When they cry I'll be like, CRY BITCH, CRY LIKE YOU MEAN IT! Ha.

You screw up your primary school life? It's okay. Screwing up your secondary school life? SAY GOOD FUCKING BYE TO FRIENDS. Meh. Well, I don't need ALOT of friends, I just need those who I can be myself with and they make the effort to accept me for I am. (:
I really dislike cliques who creates DRAMA in school or their ex like another younger than them. Omg, people like younger gals/guys, it's their own damn problem dude. Don't have to go to your ex and say "wah, Zai wor, 喜欢小妹妹 wor" meaning "wah, you good, like small girl wor" in BRITISH ENGLISH "wow, you like a girl younger than me" something like that, get what I meant? (: rough idea of what it meant in BRITISH ENGLISH. *Peace*
What's SO wrong about liking a guy/gal younger than you? Please. I've seen people getting married to a person who is 9 years younger. Age is just a number, but love is a feeling which both person have for each other. Going though thick and thin, it's JUST AN AGE GAP DIFFERENCE. THEY ARE NUMBERS.

How did I even end up to the topic of age. Sigh. Going back to the real topic.

And average teenager, me, who is a mini shopaholic, I have like :
- 4 dress ( till knee )
- 19 tops ( for shopping ) :3
- 8 bottoms ( for shopping ) :B
- 2 skirts
- 3 jackets
- 3 belts
- 1 hat
- 7 bags ( both school + shopping )
- 2 Vest ( for girls )
- 4 brackets ( 1 friendship band )
- 10 plastic bands
- 2 self bought nail polish ( @ Étude house )
- A set of Nail Dottinf Tools ( blogshops)
That's me. Mini shopaholic. Planning to save my money this year to buy a hair straigtener and a Polaroid Camera, which cost like a bomb. But I'm saving more than what I spend so it's good :D I use to spend more than $5 ( my allowance per weekdays ) cause the food in school not really that my favourite number. :B
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I'm like so weird. I have more friends from other class like in express stream than in NA/NT. I'm from NA, Normal Acad. Yep. Got 171 for my PSLE results as much as the reason is that I didn't study for any subjects besides Science. Hey, my English was GREAT at that time till I was Sec 1. Meh. Bs for English and Science, a C for MT and a D for Maths. Well, primary school Maths is like difficult. Secondary school Maths is easy, and Im like a geek when it comes to Maths! x: teehee! Used to fail Maths like hell when I was in primary school.

« [Epicswag]. »
That's my clique's name. <3 I love my girlfriends more than my friends in my school. <3 there's like only 4 of us, indulging me. (: Me, Brenda, Gaby/Gabrielle, JiaLin/Zenn. <3 ( I'll talk more about them later! In another post! ) They are MY GIRLFRIEND AND BITCHES. Hurt them? Meh, JUST STFU and GTFO. « Class » I'm like so bored in class and I do feel like skipping class and learn by my own at times. I prefer my Sec 1 teachers, ESPECIALLY, my Maths and Geography teacher. ): I love their teaching methods! Ugh. Miss their teaching. I don't really like all my subjects teachers now. EXCEPT for Science, MT & History teachers! (: they're awesome! Now my geography teacher is like so.. SOFT. As in, her voice is like high pitched/squeaky and the class have to be quiet to hear what she's trying to say especially me, when I'm TALL, sitting at the back of the class, near the window. Hey, I'm 168cm tall. The good thing about sitting at the back and near the window is that you can see actions or maybe people walking, seems fun and entertaining during a boring lesson right? And also talking and giggling at the back. People cover their laughter with coughs but I cover it up with sniffing, LOL I'm weird. « Student Leader » As a student leader, teachers have HIGH expectations. But sometimes it's just TOO HIGH. I mean, our job in class is to keep the class quiet, helping out the chairpersons. The chairperson(s) is/are not even doing their job, we student leaders having a hard time telling them to shush is like telling a kid to stop crying and the kid will cry even more. Ugh. It's so unfair. I mean the student leaders are in the class trying to keep the class quiet and we still get scolded. Please, getting scolded just for trying our best. THE CHAIRPERSON THEMSLEVES ARE NOT EVEN DOING THEIR JOB. Like hello, get their ass off the chair and start doing your darn job. I kick your arse, yea? If you cant keep the class quiet or even TRY, not just addig extra noise, then why not just tell the teacher that you're NOT fit for the job? Or just tell the teacher you're not up for it. Seriously... « My Plans » Since I'm in 2A1, Sec 2 Normal Acad 1, first class of NA. I'm gonna work my ass off, extra hard this year, I promise, and choose the subjects I want and also try to get Top 10% again or 5% for NA level ^^v Top 5%, receive $650, Top 10%, receive $400. Last yer got Top 10% for my level ^^v 67.2% ; was trying to get into express but because of my Art and MT it totally pulled me down! ): I'm no geek or nerd, I'm a rebellious nerd. (: at times! >< I feel like going to Junior College instead of Polytechnic.. I don't know why, I just want to go to university! :D overseas, no Local unis, or I'll have to pay loads! Polys are difficult to get into university. So thanks for reading! (: Hope I'm not boring you guys or offending readers. (: or blog walkers! x: Totally sorry if I am! But I'm saying things from my point of view. >< at some point! Couldn't use different colour or change anything on my blog cause I couldn't use my laptop that often and Class Tests are coming! Which is like next week. ): Pray for me! LOL. So all the while I've been using my phone to blog. (:

Suagred Dreams readers (: <3 xx
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Yes, I'm not good in a relationship. Here's why.
"Not an entertainer"
I can't make a person laugh like me and another person, just to break an awkward silence. I need like at least another person to be with me so that I can get hyper and all.
"I don't like being 'mushy'"
You get wht I mean? Its like:

Him: I miss you.. I want to see you.. i want to hand your hands..

And I'll be like 'ohmygod, idk how to reply!! Shit shit if i dont reply he'll think that I'm ignoring him.. )):'
reply,

Me: i miss you too.. <3

Something like that (: I'm not those kind of really deep down touchy and everything.

"I can't cheer people up"
I'm useless to friends. I can't even cheer up my own friends. Such a failure. If I can't cheer people, I can't cheer my boyfriend up right? I can't act cute or be funny.. I don't know why ): I feel useless and utterly disgrace as a girlfriend/friend. I'm always doubting myself. I'm ugly. I'm unwanted. I'm haterd. I'm forever alone. I need someone to comfort me okay? I'm not trying to say that I'm an attention seeker nor am I seeking attention, it's just that I really need someone to tell me that they're always there for me no matter what. They'll be there for me whenever they have a busy schedule, they'll always find time for me. Hear me out. Don't just tell me to cheer up. Able to make me laugh and forget/solve my problems. Doesn't ignores me even if I shout at him. Doesn't regret what he did for me. Tells me that he's here for me, whenever and wherever.

I appear to be cheerful, hyper. I put up a front. Just take a look inside me. You'll undersand why I act like that. I'm just keeping away those sorrows and sadness away okay. I'm like never sad infront of my friends. Hey, I don't want to be a burden to them like always having heart to heart talks.. I'm not desperate. I'm not arrogant. I'm not ignorant. I'm just keeping all my sadness aside and throwing it away like a 'delete' button.

Yeah so. My thoughts. So.

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